So, I'm in the play Oliver right now and I have noticed that when I fear something is going to happen onstage more often than not it happens. When I don't think about it it doesn't happen. For example - sometimes when I sing my voice cracks. Yesterday during the show it cracked really bad. I began to be afraid that it would happen again today and during this afternoons performance it happened about 3 times. Well see how this evening goes.